So far? I'm not holding my breath waiting for fairie dust and gold coins to come tumbling out of the sky falling around me. In other words I expect no meaningful change that would better my life. No do I expect anything I do to change that. Life is seemingly one shit hole after another. Or perhaps it's the Seasonal Affective Disorder, regardless it is not one to envy.
Well, unless your life is crappy because of something beyond your control, such as illness, then you need to do to change things in your life that are making it crappy. Maybe easier said than done, but doing nothing more than complaining about it changes nothing. Good luck.