THAT has some type of meaning. I don’t know anything about dream interpretation myself, an expert is needed in this case.
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Was it in a dream or for real?
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Sounds eerily James Deanesque.
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I have to modify/edit this a bit. When I first entered active duty, and either towards the end of my months-long training or just after the training period ended, I had a nightmare in which I was being fired upon by the enemy, and as I tried to return fire, my weapon continually malfunctioned. I always woke up within seconds of the malfunctions, but even today, decades later, I can still remember how vivid the terror seemed to me. It carried with it a shameful feeling of not having applied what I had been learning, along with a fear of shoddy workmanship in weapon manufacturing.
I can only recall having the nightmare twice, but it is possible I had it at least a couple more times. I spoke with someone about it at the time (quite reluctantly and full of shame), I can’t remember who he was, but I do know he was a seasoned veteran. He assured me that it wasn’t uncommon for some men newly indoctrinated into that life to have such a nightmare, and that I shouldn’t give it a second thought. It truly put me at ease, and I don’t recall ever having the nightmares again after that. In fact, all the years I carried a weapon as part of my duties, not once in my life did I ever experience an incident of malfunction in a true life-and-death situation.
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Not an aggression such as kill-or-be-killed, but there were on-duty close calls related to vehicles, such as crashes, and one that almost went over a cliff.
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