You probably viewed the world, and everything that fell within your consciousness, through the eyes of a white, straight male. Tsk, tsk. You would have inevitably received an entirely skewed and improper impression of things. A great many books have been written, and a variety of invasive surgical and psychiatric treatments made available, to help you understand where you went wrong in your thinking and perception. You may also want to obtain a new and improved, thoroughly douched, socially corrected and disinfected, dictionary. Just because certain words have been in common use for decades if not centuries, that doesn't award them any weight of approval, or mean they necessarily meet the needs of today's socially awake, perpetually adjusting, correcting and proscribing, way of life. Re-education is part of the life curriculum now, any resistance or attempt to hold on to who you really are, and your name will be placed on 'The List'.