You can't miss what you never knew and never had.
Start your imagination engine running. NO HATE in return for NO LOVE.
NO EMOTION OF ANY KIND AT ANY TIME FOR ANY REASON>
Stoic acceptance of what is.
That sounds very calm soothing and safe to me right now.
There would be no racism or demented duck or fascists or nazis or proud boys or militias or KKK or white supremacists or weapon building/hoarding.
