Have you "felt" all the emotions humans are capable of experiencing? Hate, joy, despair, love, fear, anger, jealousy, envy?

Not me. I don't know what ENVY or JEALOUSY feels like. I know what admiration feels like. I admire lots of folks for lots of things.  But I'm not envious or jealous or competitive about anything. Odd I guess isn't it since there are so many ways to compete with one another? I'm not interested in any of them!