The question always begins with WHY? A three-letter word of simple meaning. But the answer to why isn't always knowable. You may think you know why but maybe deep down there is a very different reason which you will never admit because it is inaccessible to you so you can never KNOW. We think we know why. We hope we know why. We say we know why. That doesn't mean anything does it if you are kidding yourself? We put ourselves always in the best most noble light and give great reverence to our motives. Deep down maybe we're just mean or cruel or evil. Who is going to admit that about him or herself?
Why away. Good luck.