I am good at it. I know what to do, I am lacking the one necessary ingredient to be successful at it. I do not care.
I don't put forth the effort to be really successful at it. I am no longer social. I dread going out to parties. I hate that stuff. I would rather be alone or with maybe a few others here and there. I think it is because I work so much and am no longer young, that I just don't have the energy.
But my mom was older than me and kept going socially until she could not do it. I don't do it and I can, I just don't want to.
This post was edited by WM BARR . =ABSOLUTE TRASH at September 10, 2019 2:46 AM MDT
