I have never been competitive. Never sought to be seen as "BETTER THAN" or "BEST AT". I've avoided it for as long as I can remember. So is that normal or ab? I dunno but I think I finally figgered it out.
As a kid I was ALWAYS CHOSEN LAST. ALWAYS. No matter what it was for I got left and the teacher put me someplace. I think at that time I WANTED so much to be chosen and wanted to be wanted but it wasn't in the cards. They were stuck with me. So maybe that's why I have no interest un competition because I learned at a very young age I'd be last on anyone's list for anything. Maybe that has nothing to do with it. Maybe that has everything to do with. I'm gonna go with that.
Anyway as one gets older there is more time for contemplation. Some run away from it and others embrace it. I'm an embracer.
Anything about YOU puzzle you? Have you put any time in trying to figure the puzzle out?
