I'm an old woman and act like one. I have no business attempting to do what I'm attempting to do right now. This is for the young not the old. Whatever I had that gave me an edge it's gone now and I'm done. All I'm doing right now is making a fool of myself. You gotta know when to hold them and know when to fold them and I've played my last hand as of My 8, 2020. End of story.
I'm doing OK. I don't mind not having anyone to talk to all day at work. I can spend hours in my own company, so I don't feel lonely I would like to be able to get in the car and go for a ride just to be out in the air, but I also know that remaining indoors unless necessary is the best for us right now.