to be honest, i had one flaw on my facial scar . in past october , i had a small surgery to fix the problem. but it wasnt the method i wanted the surgeon to use ; so i was disappointed. but i thought ' well , hes a surgeon 'he know what hes doing' . but after the result , i also did a bad mistake . i scratched my skin with an oil to make sure to remove blemishes
anyways, the result: it is fine , the flaw was removed but i dont know . when i look myself from an angle im not sure if its pretty .
so i have some hard times figuring myself out and wondering if i look good overall.
but i have nothing to lose in some sense . i just wanted to reach a place where i look good in all angles and i feel good in my skin and no need surgery anymore.
