Discussion»Questions»Entertainment» When you were on those benders, did the "chemicalized feeling make you feel like you were more in control of the world or just more aware?
More aware. The very first time I was with friends and stopped in my tracks and said, wow, something just happened. Visually everything became clearer, became calmer and could think clearly and focus. My friends laughed and said..right.. I stated, no I'm serious, something happened. The rest is history. It was like someone had turned on a light in a confusing room, actually there are no adequate words to describe it. I did not feel chemicalized, I felt normal for the first time ever. Unfortunately if a little is good more must better does not apply in some things, I got lost somewhere.
This post was edited by Honey Dew at May 11, 2026 7:45 AM MDT
