Discussion»Questions»Health and Wellness» Have you ever thought you pretty much had your sh*t together and then suddenly realized you didn't have it together AT ALL?
I was doing a pretty damned good job of kidding myself for a while. The people who have their sh*t the most together are those who know it's not really ever together!!
You have a point there :) I dont really ever need to feel like I have my shizzat together.... but a little direction and focus would be nice right now. im all over the map lately. SPINNING spinning ... spun :)
I hear you. I sincerely felt like I was really self-aware. In some ways I was/am, but I completely forgot to listen to myself. I pushed past exhaustion. I was trying to be everything for everyone and I completely lost my mind for a minute there. My gut reaction is to think I can go back to "normal" now, but I really have to check myself. Listen to myself and stop thinking that I don't have any needs. That leads to disaster. For real!
Thanks. Apparently, I've done a pretty good job of fooling those around me, too. When I told my bff what happened to me, he said "Really? I had put you to being just slightly off" (he's a Brit). HA!
Here's the thing... that keeping up the appearance of having my sh*t together - that's what really contributes to completely losing your sh*t. I'm going to worry more about actually HAVING my sh*t together and less about appearing to have it together. If that makes sense. Probably not, but it makes sense in my currently disheveled mind. :)
This post was edited by SavvyAnsley at August 17, 2017 6:00 AM MDT
It makes perfect sence to me , honestly. i wrote a bunch of other stuff here but deleted , cos too personal. But trust me, i understand where you are coming from.
Wait... I'm not going to feel bad or responsible for carbonproduct realizing that she/he doesn't have her/his shit together. I, SavvyAnsley, am NOT responsible for Carbonproduct's feelings of competency or incompetency!
Whew. Glad I got that sorted.
P.S. - Sorry that I don't know if you're a man or woman, if I should know that by now. I can't know everything. :)
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This post was edited by O-uknow at August 17, 2017 6:02 AM MDT