What are your poisons of choice?

Gaming, self-deprecating thoughts, and some other times it is food.

Does that count?

I don't remember. Which is startling. I think I've lost touch with that melancholy side of me.
I'm too busy to indulge in my preferred poisons. This lost self awareness a good and bad thing.
It might be helpful to mention that my poisons are more of the cerebral type. And anyway for the longest time I think I was far too controlling to indulge in alcohol or drugs. Maybe it was a sign of a slightly loosened grip that I wouldn't have minded having a bottle of vodka all to myself some nights. Or maybe I just reached a new level of desperation. xD

Anyway, self-loathing in all it's complex and dirt simple forms used to be one of my favourites.

Yes, I think so. I'm not really sure where I was headed with this. Oh well. Thanks for sharing anyways, heh. How is your mom, anyway? Hope everyone's doing well. 

Thanks for your candidness. It's good to be busy, keep it up. And good luck to ya. 

She has recovered completely. I am happy about it.

Good to hear!!