Turn lemons into lemonade. Learn from this worthy opponent.
It is a teacher, not your emotional pacifier.
Jeh Charles Johnson (/ˈdʒeɪ/, as in "Jay"; born September 11, 1957)[1] is an American lawyer and retired government official who served as the fourth United States Secretary of Homeland Security 2013 to 2017. He was the General Counsel of the Department of Defense from 2009 to 2012 during the first Obama Administration. Johnson is a graduate of Morehouse College (B.A.) and Columbia Law School (J.D.), and is the grandson of sociologist and Fisk University president Dr. Charles S. Johnson.
Johnson's first name is taken from a Liberian chief, who reportedly saved his grandfather’s life while he was on a League of Nations mission to Liberia in 1930.
Learn something. If you are bent on learning information you don't have time to suck your thumb in disappointment of what you think you want. When you get whatever it is, you just want something else. That is the way of the immature mind. Read some good books inspired by good teachers.