You probably get on mine too. So don't go there.
Not exactly, no.
Except in the most irrational ways,
when suddenly i feel something numinous and luminous and wonderful.
A mystery of life.
Tell me, Morrigan, what is it about?
And how is it for you?
Yeppers, I sure do!
He's gorgeous! Such a celebration! Doesn't care a hoot about the others. Just lets it all hang out. I'll bet he knows a thing or two worth hearing about.
No dear...I rely on you to do that. MWAH
I love how you always ask questions in your answer. I imagine in real life a person can sit with you for hours and converse.
Well, for me, I always watch myself. I think of how other people are perceiving me and when I look at them and it does not match, I have a tendency to shut it down, because I feel like I am getting on everyone's nerves, when actually it is just me getting on my own nerves. Basicaly, I think, everyone else is too busy looking at themselves.
Or someone else they WANT.
So, I get on my own nerves that way; and that is how it is for me these days, since I am currently out of my comfort zone at a school where everyone is younger than me. They basically travel in a different world that is not mine and I don't want to live in full-time. Fascinating, yes, but it really underscores how alone I am. I love it most times, but it would be handy to have some homies in there.
I know I will, I just take my time making friends. I have always been that way. I choose you. Because you need to see where I am coming from so we can converse.
Thank you! :)
I take time making friends too.
Slow process getting to know people.
Sometimes i am startled by your spontaneity
sometimes a little floored by it,
but as I get to know you better
I realise you come from a place of deep good-will and reverence for life.
That irritation thing - sometimes a mood takes me -
and when I'm in it the tiniest things can turn me into a dreadful pedant.
Something as simple as my husband flapping his umbrella in a crowd
because he's unconsciously gesticulating as he talks
and I suddenly fear he might poke someone in the eye.
I will talk about safety, and fine points of manners.
And he will wall up against me in fury.
Then I realise that my irritation is really because I didn't sleep well last night
and I'm freezing from the icy wind and even my bones are cold.
And really it's his responsibility if someone clunks him on the head for a misplaced umbrella.
So I say sorry and back off
and practise mindfulness of the cold.
What are you studying?
Are you an "older age" student?
Well, it works kind of like this....;-D...
Why?
hahahahaha nice outfit as well.
Hah! I want to party with that guy. See? That's what having a good time is all about.
As to your question..Yes...I irritate myself every day
