Are you decisive or is it very difficult for you to DECIDE so you avoid doing so? How does being indecisive make you feel about yourself?

I'm not sure how to answer this one Rosie...  :) 

almost everything Ive ever been taught Ive realized is a lie. I do my research and decide what the truth really is, not what a small number of elite want me to believe it is. People are waking up, and soon they will find out that those who we think have our best interests in mind, are really just leading the heard in the direction that suits there self serving addenda. Once we learn to think for ourselves, and stop serving the top 3% of the wealthiest people on the planet, we will break down the wall of lies that has kept us in a vicious cycle of working just to stay alive, not expanding our talents and cooperative consciousness to become the great creatures God made us to be. We are enslaved as consumers to a very select few of obscenely wealthy people, who control the world and its truths,  and how we play a part in it. One day we will utilize the already available technology of zero point energy, and everybody on the planet will benefit from an endless source of free energy, that will ultimately free us from enslavement to fossil fuel and allow us to become a society that contributes instead of consumes resources, ending poverty and hunger , and wiping out the imbalance of wealth that dictate everyone else's standard of living by retaining the secret to this free energy to the rest of the world. Banks will be obsolete, as will the need for consumers. We will be contributors , working together combining our creativity and skills for the greater good. Money will be seen as the root of all evil, as it should be, and being prosperous will mean the same to everyone because prosperity comes when everyone has an equal opportunity to contribute something to society, instead of allowing a select few to hold hostage the one thing that keeps us moving forward. Free energy.