To not eat rubbish, i.e chocolate and cake. To take food that you like out of you diet is certain failure, the brain views it as deprivation and punishment, I will allow myself both goodies.
Being adamant, as I've been in the past, about never getting married. That doesn't mean I'll try to get married during this year; it's just that I shan't blindly reject that possibility if the right man comes along.
I thought I had the right man once, but the relationship did not turn out as happy as I thought it would or wanted it to be. In retrospect, perhaps both of us showed a lack of maturity and understanding, ascribed to our inexperience, in dealing with the opposite sex.
Maybe, as my father said on New Year's day, I need to stop unfairly denying myself another chance.
This post was edited by Benedict Arnold at January 10, 2019 3:31 AM MST
