At best it's a walk on the wild side guessing opining conjecting what the he** is going on?
A fool's errand. Sane people and insane people cannnot communicate. They live in different worlds. The language is vastly different. Why bother?
We will never understand the why of him the when of him the where of him the whom of him. We keep trying but there is no denying we have made NO PROGRESS.