I want to give up and be a hermit. What should I do? I buy textbooks from Amazon and don't read them. I have too many options and they all suck.
Just have a wank.
Even if you dont read them, you still learn a bit. (I did not even know there was textbooks about how to be a Hermit ;-)) )
More practically I would say the defining your worth by your salary is a very demeaning thing to do to yourself. Stop it.
i feel like a hermit sometimes but not by choice, people just dont seem to want to hang out with me, not sure why
find the real you
dive in deep
I don't know, but it's surely better than teasing others.