I don't know. I lack something. A je ne sais quoi. That fire, the passion that I had in my younger years for pursuing my goals. I lost it along the way. I don't have dreams. I require to recover the passion and have a dream to change. Otherwise there's no point in that.
Change what? - Myself so I become less frustrated by things as they are? - I did that many years ago. - The world so it becomes more satisfying? - Naah, 6 billion people are too many for any one person to change ;-))