I was not given a choice, there was no communication as a couple of how to problem solve our situation. I've been kept completely in the dark for the reasons of his continuing decision. I used to look forward to what would be, now my thoughts are of what might have been and what will never be.
Well as far as saving money goes I am now at the begging stage of - I don't give a crap. And I think I like it. So maybe by early next week I will beyond that and into the I really really don't give a crap stage. I have always been really thrifty with the food I buy and the energy I use. But now a days if I feel like having a $60 hunk of corned beef and giving a $15 slice of it to my cat I will. I'm like a Forest Gump of wasting food. If someone leaves some buttered potato's on their plate I will figure out the cost in my head then let then know that they are wasting 6 cents of potato's and 2 cents worth of butter. Cheers!
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