I'm in a situation characterized by instability and strong emotions,
a cauldron of repressed anger if you will.
My body is on edge and I can't understand demanding Christians. I feel like I'm intelligent but the world makes me question myself because when I'm relaxed I get upset from something again. My friends are all too emotional and I feel like I am going to explode at some point and I don't know how.
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. 9Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
Philippians 4.
I need to be reminded this myself from time to time, I'm glad you asked this question. It's all inner growth related, an ongoing process.