Solitude. One time some girl even asked me if I was autistic just because I always sat by myself at college. Between classes, I just liked to find a sad and lonely picnic table in a quiet area so I can peacefully study or draw or whatever I felt like doing.
More often than not I appreciate solitude and quiet. I enjoy being social but it definitely has to be on MY terms otherwise it is very stress-inducing and exhausting for me.
I'm at a Starbucks right now with headphones in and it's one of those days where this is even too much. Going home soon so I don't have to look at anyone else. :)
I can relate friend.. sometimes I get hypervigilance around people when out and about, other days I'm fine. And I totally agree some days you just don't want to 'people' lol. You just want to be alone and in quiet. You are not alone in that one... ty for replying :)
I feel like it's really important to love your own company! Not many people can truly say that and mean that. I finally am in that boat and it feels good!