I'm not sure of the answer and it is probably because this site is holding me back.
I will now announce my quitting the site. I will drag it on for a week or two and really milk it. I will blog about it. I will cry and wail about the monitors and the main head honcho. I will then leave and tell everyone else about this great new site which I will enjoy for about 6 months and then come back on here and act like it's okay and everyone cannot wait to see me.