I think I did that for the first 6 months of 2017... why? Cos having sex with an ex is better than having sex with a stranger... stranger danger. Also having no sex at all is insane.
I get it. I get it. I had sex plenty of times with old boyfriehd(s) but I did not really hate them. I hated how they behaved, but I didn't really hate them the way I meant in the question.
I think maybe you feel that way about this guy too. You may get very pissed off, but there is something about him that still makes it okay to see him for booty call.
I am talking about just someone loathsome.
Loathsome as hell.
No sex is worth that. I don't even know if it is possible to get off.
Your sex is more like pent up passions that someone you once loved understands.
No, never ever. That would be a contradiction to making "love". That's not to say that you have to be in love to make love. So I guess that would be a contradiction as well.
What do you want to know? Going through the motions with a clingy GF one cannot stand anymore but is there and sex is the only time you can't think about how much you hate them and yourself for being together still? Or the revenge sex? I done things I'm not proud of Sharonna. Gross things. Bad things. So I keep on trying, keep going. I grow as a person, trying my best to heal the damage I allowed to happen to and have caused on my inner soul.
It's not being intrusive at all. I wouldn't have put that much out there if I wasn't willing to go deeper. There's just a laundry list of small details that may or may not be interesting or important to the question.
Well you answered what I wanted to know. When I put this kind of weird question up, I am interested in what the circumstances were and that said a lot. I think you are totally normal and I think a lot of people have walked in your shoes and mine.