Yes, almost two years ago to this day I almost ended my life by mixing a lot of pills and alcohol. Was not trying to end my life, but scarred the faak out of me when I was told how close I came to die after woke up in hospital. Before that, not scared to die at all. I am now... I have to much stuff to do first.
Once it's done, who knows? No one knows exactly what it feels like. Well, most people anyway. I know some have been there and back and most say it is not something fearful. It is wonderous or else they see nothing at all.
But, I do fear the process of dying. Maybe because it is because I am not in pain. If I was in pain, I would beg for death. I am a big baby that way. I cannot see existing only to be in pain forever. I don't roll dat way.