Well I was never beautiful. Or pretty or even "cute". So I had to develop other dimensions to get over. Which I did quite naturally. I didn't meet my husband until I was 53 so I was "single" for many years but not so single really at all because I was mostly in relationships or my life centered around relationships with men. I always wanted to marry but guess I did not really think anyone would stay interested in me long enough for that. And also I was unwilling to have anyone run my life as in telling me what to do all the time. When I met my husband it had much more to do with friendship and shared values and companionship than sex. I don't know what it means being beautiful since I never have been but I have known many girls who were and are beautiful who received lots of attention and played a lot of games or not who were never as happy as I was both single and married.
I am beautiful, as many people tell me. I began modeling at age six. I have never married. I did live with a man a few years, and we have a daughter, but I am still single and beautiful. One of my boyfriends said he thinks I am the world's most beautiful lady.
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