Always going back there at every opportunity to relive it and revile it and regret it and replay it over and over and over and over and over. What ties some people to what used to be that cannot ever be changed? If you could change it by revisiting it that would make sense. But it is irrevocable and immutable and there forever unfixable irreversible constant. And yet that is where some people live out most of their lives. You are not one of them are you?