Why are you so haggard and drawn?

I am?

Sometimes a night without sleep.

Mostly just aging.

Mostly don't feel it except when I look in the mirror.

There the reflection stands in stark contrast to yesteryear.

I don't know,
Time,
too much of it, maybe.

I just spent 15 hours as a stoker firing the boilers on an ancient tramp steamer during rough weather in the tropics. Finally went for a scan and there were cockroaches in the food then I went down to my bunk to be tormented by bedbugs..

I might jump overboard and swim ashore.

The link here to the source for the above.

So it is noticeable...

Because I didn't exercise much this weekend. But I think I will take a brisk walk right now:)

F***, I'm bitter, aren't I? I'm tired of being invisible, yet I can't help but run away.