Me too From EP → Christian: As I pondered on the words, "no man knows his own heart". I questioned myself and the things I do and who's approval am I looking for? Who's eye am I trying to catch? Is the love I am sharing, really being shared or is it to gain some kind of approval and... moreAs I pondered on the words, "no man knows his own heart". I questioned myself and the things I do and who's approval am I looking for? Who's eye am I trying to catch? Is the love I am sharing, really being shared or is it to gain some kind of approval and or acceptance? If I truly ask myself, in whatever I am doing, or whom ever I am doing a service for, am I doing it to please You or please man? There is such a fine line, between doing it for You and doing it for people, or myself. That fine line is pride. Once the pride has been tapped its just a matter of time before, I am falling onto my rump. And well Father, You and I know how many times I have fallen. Thank You for allowing me to fall. Because when I do, if I am wanting to stay humble, I am given an opportunity to look back and question my intentions and where the line was, that I crossed from pleasing and wanting Your approval, to giving it up to my pride. I would not be who I am and have the opportunities to be used by You, if it was not for You. You di... less
August 3, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: I come before You Father and I am asking that You take my being , which is like a cup that's been filled to the brim so much it's overflowing. I ask that as I empty it by pouring all its contents, good and bad into Your cup, You fill me with that supernat... moreI come before You Father and I am asking that You take my being , which is like a cup that's been filled to the brim so much it's overflowing. I ask that as I empty it by pouring all its contents, good and bad into Your cup, You fill me with that supernatural peace. My cup started empty and then the things I was able to accomplish filled my cup with relief. Then my cup continued to be filled by those things, that no matter what I was capable of doing, I did not have enough time. My cup hit its maximum, which then made everything in it overflow, and brought me to the point of being at my weakest and in dire need for You to empty it and fill it with a release and renew, when those things and people with situations that had my hands tied left me with that awful, I am incapable of helping feeling. Father I know I am not You. And there are times, things, people and situations I will never know the why's and what will be for them. So as I empty my overflowed cup that has me feeling weak, less than, and helpless. Fill ... less
August 2, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: No one will know the inner battle I have going on. The pitter patter of my heart getting louder and more intense when and if I have to come in contact with someone. Does not matter if its family, friends, coworkers. Magnifies, when I am in a calm place bu... moreNo one will know the inner battle I have going on. The pitter patter of my heart getting louder and more intense when and if I have to come in contact with someone. Does not matter if its family, friends, coworkers. Magnifies, when I am in a calm place but then have to go and do something, somewhere, anywhere. Father, You have said, "You are my helper, I will not be seized with alarm, (I will not fear, or dread, or be terrified). " What can man do to me?". Well Father, I do not know how I have come to this point. I have no problem addressing people via phone, text, but face to face is just a challenge, I am in need of Your help. So what is impossible for me, I am looking to You and Your possible. People that have known me years ago, and or now, if they have had any interaction with me, would not agree with what I am bringing up to You. And that is why, I totally believe, in not judging a book by its cover. This battle inside is one that needs You to lead me, guide me, and get me through. What I have been learnin... less
I am so physically tired. I am coming to You Father right now to help me with the next few hours. Father as tired as I am, I am cranky and one button short of addressing any one that may come in my path in a negative way. I have had one to ... moreTodays prayer
I am so physically tired. I am coming to You Father right now to help me with the next few hours. Father as tired as I am, I am cranky and one button short of addressing any one that may come in my path in a negative way. I have had one to many people push each and every button they could. And while I held myself from letting go, I left myself to long of a time without coming to You. I know that its bad cause towards the last few steps just a bit ago, and the people who crossed paths with me, I was starting to bubble. So Father, without taking another step. I am stopping, taking a deep breath, and letting out and giving my tired cranky being to You. Father it is myself, that is tired and cranky. And before I take it out on anyone else, I lift those I may have offended in any way, to You. I ask that You guard my tongue and carry me through the rest of the hours I have to tend to things, and people. It is not that I am fearful, scared, worried or faithless. Right now, I am just physically exhausted.... less
Me too From EP → Christian: Father I lift my glass and say plop plop fizz fizz me. Father I need that spiritual alka seltzer. I want You to have it do to me as if I were drinking the actual thing. Father I will not be able to make it through my days, if it wasn't for You. You have s... moreFather I lift my glass and say plop plop fizz fizz me. Father I need that spiritual alka seltzer. I want You to have it do to me as if I were drinking the actual thing. Father I will not be able to make it through my days, if it wasn't for You. You have shown me that You never quit. Never get tired. Always ahead of me, and I am not there yet, Your patiently waiting for me. Times I am tired, You have carried me, and times that I thought I could not take one more step, Your strength was amplified. Father I don't want to miss out on what You have planned for me in this day. But if I have all the gunk from yesterday or things that I have weighing down on me right now, the weight of garbage will keep me from walking or seeing things through Your eyes. So as said before plop plop fizz fizz me. Fill my cup with exactly what I need to defuse the spiritual war that rages from physical and spiritual. Release the fizz and have it take away the anxious, overwhelming negative, and fill me with a supernatural peace that radia... less
June 10, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: My day has already been laid out by You Father. No matter what I planned, You have divine appointments waiting. Appointments for those who need a sense of You, maybe a word of love, or maybe they are appointments for me. Ones to show me love or a sense of... moreMy day has already been laid out by You Father. No matter what I planned, You have divine appointments waiting. Appointments for those who need a sense of You, maybe a word of love, or maybe they are appointments for me. Ones to show me love or a sense of You. Father there have been so many things that leave the doors of questions and anger open, and inviting to walk through. But right now I am stopping and coming to You. I do not want to walk forward with any questions, anger or have a blah day. I choose to bring it to You. All that is hindering me from seeing, feeling and witnessing You I ask that You take it. I ask that nothing, no thing hinder me from refilling my heart with the love, acceptance, forgiveness, compassion and want not need. Father may I be reminded today, that with all the bad that is around, that there is much good around too. Father may the things that have come across my path, have a revelation that I was never alone, You were always with me if not steps ahead, laying a path that will lead ... less
June 7, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: Twisted thoughts and twisted ways. I am nothing but as You say I am everything with You and through You. Father I am so confused and bothered by where I stand today. I feel as if I hit a door that I am about to have opened up for me, but the preconceived ... moreTwisted thoughts and twisted ways. I am nothing but as You say I am everything with You and through You. Father I am so confused and bothered by where I stand today. I feel as if I hit a door that I am about to have opened up for me, but the preconceived lessons, ideas, thoughts from past things I thought I knew, all will have to be left at the door. Father, where I have spoken of my life being like an etch a sketch, I have come to conclusion that its my preconceived thoughts of You and who I feel You are, what You do, what You can do, what You have been etched in my heart and mind, has to be shaken until I have a clear clean slate. I have reached a point that I have walked a road that has allowed me to see You for what I have read, but now You have twisted and turned me onto a road that has led me to this closed door. As nerve wracking as it is, I Thank You for giving me past situations that I have gone through that are similar to where I am today. With the doors that I walked through back then, with Your help,... less
May 31, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: I feel as if my life is like a spiritual etch a sketch. Spiritual Magnetic sand in a box, all being turned left, right, zig zag, and strait to present a beautiful piece of artwork, and then with each level of spiritual awakening, my spiritual etch a sketc... moreI feel as if my life is like a spiritual etch a sketch. Spiritual Magnetic sand in a box, all being turned left, right, zig zag, and strait to present a beautiful piece of artwork, and then with each level of spiritual awakening, my spiritual etch a sketch box is shaken and scattered, to begin the blank foundation, and restarted again. With each time getting designed with more details and an even more artistic spiritual display then the last sketch. Father knowing past people I have known but grew apart from, lost touch with, or they have passed away. Each have been embedded in my thoughts and heart like an etch a sketch drawing. They each were drawn into my spiritual etch a sketch drawing. If I look back and think about how many drawings of growth, that I have been apart of, glimpses of different faces, beings ways and emotions, all contributed to the piece of work that I have become. As I now feel my spiritual etch a sketch box is being shaken, since I am at a point where all things around me are not sitting o... less
May 29, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: I have noticed that I can listen to others ideas, thoughts and perceptions and if it it gives me a perk of positive, happiness, desire to know what they know, experience what they experience, it seems that I am still lost in the equation. I have heard som... moreI have noticed that I can listen to others ideas, thoughts and perceptions and if it it gives me a perk of positive, happiness, desire to know what they know, experience what they experience, it seems that I am still lost in the equation. I have heard someone say, that if something seems lost in your life, it is you. Hmmm, who am I. As I took on an identity of what I was conditioned to take, my identity and being has been all if someone other than I. This world and all its ways, thoughts, ideas and being have created what and who I am today. But if I was truly who I was created to be, than I would not be searching, I would just be. Father You created me, molded, and grafted You in me. But even now I ask, who are You? I have been preconditioned through years of others ideas, and my ideas if who You are. But as always, the preconditioned ideas, thoughts and ways change with the times. Today is a new day. Yesterday is gone. You knew my thoughts, and questions before a word was placed on my tongue. You know the path... less
May 27, 2016
Me too From EP → Christian: Ideas, thoughts, preconditioned ways. One day I a child innocent and vulnerable. Then somewhere down the line, the invisible line is crossed. My vulnerabilities, and innocence is gone. Taken by others that were hurt, led by their preconditioned world, as ... moreIdeas, thoughts, preconditioned ways. One day I a child innocent and vulnerable. Then somewhere down the line, the invisible line is crossed. My vulnerabilities, and innocence is gone. Taken by others that were hurt, led by their preconditioned world, as they had that happen to them. Its said that it will be worth all that I am going through. But each step into someone else's version of You, this world, the bad and good in our day, makes me just want it all to stop. I need a pause from yesterday's ideas, thoughts and ways. Father I humbly ask You to renew my spirit and being today. I am taking every thing that I have weighing me down and saying take it and fill me with that super natural peace. I don't want to think about what I thought I knew yesterday, today is a fresh start. I am starting with that basic foundation that You are You. I humbly ask what it is that I should know, do, experience, look for. I will take each step moving forward, saying yesterday is gone, tomorrow is not here yet, and today, I need Y... less
No one will know the inner battle I have going on. The pitter patter of my heart getting louder and more intense when and if I have to come in contact with someone. Does not matter if its family, friends, coworkers. Magnifies, when I am in a calm place bu... moreNo one will know the inner battle I have going on. The pitter patter of my heart getting louder and more intense when and if I have to come in contact with someone. Does not matter if its family, friends, coworkers. Magnifies, when I am in a calm place but then have to go and do something, somewhere, anywhere. Father, You have said, "You are my helper, I will not be seized with alarm, (I will not fear, or dread, or be terrified). " What can man do to me?". Well Father, I do not know how I have come to this point. I have no problem addressing people via phone, text, but face to face is just a challenge, I am in need of Your help. So what is impossible for me, I am looking to You and Your possible. People that have known me years ago, and or now, if they have had any interaction with me, would not agree with what I am bringing up to You. And that is why, I totally believe, in not judging a book by its cover. This battle inside is one that needs You to lead me, guide me, and get me through. What I have been learnin... less
No one will know the inner battle I have going on. The pitter patter of my heart getting louder and more intense when and if I have to come in contact with someone. Does not matter if its family, f...
I placed my flaws out on a blog platter, so those that may be go... moreI placed my flaws out on a blog platter, so those that may be going through something, may not feel alone.
www.yourknotalone.com
purposely written incorrectly!
I'm just sharing and giving it out with no intentions of offending or judging.
My blog of prayers is to share with others who feel they are alo... moreMy blog of prayers is to share with others who feel they are alone in where they are in the midst of whatever.
www.yourknotalone.com
Purposely written incorrectly.
I'll share my flaws, so you don't have to feel your alone.
We are spiritual knotted together.
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