I am Stufy from ep and still in my unhappy yet appearantly comfortable marriage that I can't get myself to leave.  Want help/ support to leave.  If you think you can help please first familiarize yourself with my profiles.  
Comments from those who simply relate are welcome as well. Thank you
Basics:
Part time unskilled worker, basically no assets of my own.
Recent agnostic or atheist, former catholic
Married 30 yrs
Bipolar mood swings depression patient
Counseled and medicated
4 kids almost all grown, one still in middle school. 
Would it be terrible imposing on my eldest for a place to stay?  I haven't asked.   He knows the situation all to well though and hasn't offered