I have 'em since forever. I know they're memories and never happened.
One of them, I'm under a sky full of stars, I feel like there is many people around me, and that I'm baby and someone is carrying me, I feel very confortable, when I was child whenever I felt afraid I thought about this memory to calm me down.
In another memory that I have I'm standing in front of a huge door, its like those church windows, only that its seems like a door, Its a good memory too.
In other memory I'm in a room, small and with clean colors, there's a double bed in the middle, a mirror and a paint. I feel that I just marriged and its around century 17, 18.
Another one I'm in a poor, small house in middle of nowhere, like there's nothing around, like a country house, I think I'm child.
In other memory I'm walking with a boy, I think he's my brother, we are walking toward a house, I feel that I know there's a vulcan near, the ground it's craggy, it's cold, really cold. There's a flower, it's purple or blue with orange details.
I often dream about a house, it's white in middle of trees, like a farm house, every time I dream about it, in the dream I know I've been there before, and it's a good feel, I feel peacefull and happy there, like home.
I don't know what this can be. If anyone there's some similiar memories or dream please tell me.
(Sorry my grammar, english it's not my first language.)
seems like memories from a past life or lives.
Or the House could be what you have come up with
in the understanding of Gods house?
The door could be the door into the light
within the house.
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....But wait...you said Vulcan??
are you having star trek/wars dreams? LOL
your english is very good
You have what is known in the psychology field as a source monitoring error. They are quite common.
The same mental circuitry which allows us to remember real events also allows us to remember imagined events. Sometimes, our brains fail to attach the right "tag" (this really happened vs. this is something I thought about/imagined) to a memory, so we become convinced something completely made up actually happened.
Elizabeth Loftus is one of the most noteworthy researchers in the field of false memories, and she can reliably plant fake memories in about 20%-25% of test participants she exposes to made-up scenarios.
What are you smoking?
I think most of the dreams you describe are things you saw as a child, but have forgotten in the top of your mind. The bottom of your mind still remember it and it comes out as dreams.