Thank you...I am seeing a psychologist and he is seeing improvement. I would be glad to talk with you as those that ask your type of question usually have the same problems. We can help each other perhaps.
Wow. It's hard to put it all into words. I feel grief, terror, pressure, immense love, and a soul-driven need to change my life and location, to live with purpose in all that I do. I am very unsettled, to my very core, and I am putting effort into changing the way I think, allowing myself to feel, slowly breaking through to the other side. I have a long way to go, many doorways to enter, and I may never find that sense of calm that I crave, but I am going to die trying.
Day after day alone on the hill, The man with the foolish grin is keeping perfectly still, But nobody wants to know him, They can see that he's just a fool, And he never gives an answer, But the fool on the hill Sees the sun going down, And the eyes in his head, See the world spinning around.
Bromide, you would have made one hell of a disgruntled hippie.
too much drama, not being able to find work, living on no income, stuff like that, ive had to go to school just to live on financial aid cause i had nothing to live on
Too busy - I'm removing a fallen oak tree from my house. It was blown over by Hurricane Matthew. I would definitely rather be doing something else - like camping in the Smoky Mountains.
This post was edited by CallMeIshmael at October 8, 2016 8:00 PM MDT
At the moment, I'm watching movies. We had a birthday party this afternoon, so I'm tired. It was a kids' party and I helped a little. We had pizza and cake. The kids played lots of games. I came to my room, cause they were so noisy.
I don't know most of my friends' friends, so I didn't visit with them. Now just chilling. Soon I'll go to bed and start again tomorrow. Maybe I'll start writing again tomorrow. I have some new books to read first.
This post was edited by Marguerite, the Beloved at October 8, 2016 8:50 PM MDT
Benedict Arnold 