That would be akin to floating if the medium you were in were water. Or rather like a tumbleweed that simply goes where the wind blows it. No destination in advance. I think I've spent a great deal of life like that. Letting things carry me along to elsewhere. I am not remotely ambitious so I really never had a specific goal. Here I am. Very content. I was never DRIVEN to succeed or achieve. So many people are and I cannot relate to that. Thank you for your reply CW. I'm not sure if neutral is a GEAR but it's often a good place to spend time. :)