Angry as He** because you aren't getting your share? Who said life is fair? Who said it's OK to take it out on others? What makes you think anyone but the very wealthy ever get their fair share? Why?

i dont think life is fair for anyone

My family is from India.

Spend time there and you will see what a person's share really is.  A billion people, millions of families with many generations under one single roof and that whole family has far less than my 5 year old daughter.  That is the reality for most of the people in the world.  Over here we have still have problems and real problems but instead we focus on trying to have more becaue we see someone else who has more.  Life is wasted on trying to take from other people to have more, especially when there is so much already.  There is no need, just want.  Just be happy and enjoy life and don't spend all that time salivating over what thing someone else has and being miserable you do not have it when you have more than you could ever need.