I have declined any dates in my life due to very low self esteem/low confidence, and anxiety surrounding what a guy would think of the PTSD I have.. I fear they'd ditch me or think I'm some fraud.. like "why is she dating?" or something like that. I guess this thinking that any guy would think that of me is irrational, yet I can't seem to break it (trying each day). Should I reveal however , shall I find someone I can feel easy with or be friends first, that I have not had a relationship? Many guys (in chats) will ask, 'when was your last relationship?' and I am at a loss to just say the truth... I feel they'd judge on that too, or think less of me. Would you just say the truth or something relative of it ?