I'm in a foul mood, but I'm going to say it anyway. The thought of putting a big gun to my head and pulling the trigger. Not feeling the pain anymore EVER!!. That makes me feel better.
DONT EVEN THINK THAT! Or I will personally kill you myself. We all love you and couldnt be without you . Your fun and a wonderful guy, and dont you forget it.
Carbon is right, Zack. Don't think about doing that. I don't know your history but please write this number down and put it by your phone. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself call this crisis number or dial 911 and tell them how you are feeling. They will get you some help and keep you safe. Crisis Center 800-273-8255. I pray for peace and healing.