A ruptured intervertebral disc in my lower back. Carried it for several years, with increasing pain and disability. I was hobbling on a stick (couldn't fully straighten my back or left knee), addicted to opioid painkillers, unable to hold down a job or drive a car, forced to sell my home (couldn't afford the mortgage while on a disability pension) - and I was still less than 40 when I got to that stage. Took me years to find a neurosurgeon who was prepared to operate - and while in recovery my BP crashed, needed an adrenaline shot and half a unit. However, a fortnight later I was off the drugs and running again.
You were quite fortunate. I have the same problems with my back and the surgeons are reluctant to do the surgery. I refuse to take opioids. Today was a bad day. The pain was so great I almost fell down a few times.
Without the painkillers I was unable to function at all. I ran out once when my doctor was on vacation - I couldn't sleep for a week, and by the end of that week I was hallucinating. Scary stuff, sleep deprivation is the pits. Keep hammering away at the medicos, "nothing can be done" is a cop-out. They tried everything short of surgery first - physiotherapy, ultrasonic therapy, acupuncture, epidurals, corticosteroid injections, sclerosis - maybe one of those might help. Even one of those back-stretching things where you hang upside-down at an oblique angle. That gave me temporary relief for a brief period.
I broke a rib or two when I fell on a stump. I hit a tree in a vehicle and my head cracked the windshield when I was 17. My right hand got pinned under the roll cage on a odyssey when I was 12. It ripped all the skin off of the top of my hand. I hit the back of my head on the corner of a dresser one night and it bled for a long time.
This post was edited by Summer at March 3, 2018 7:18 AM MST
I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis at 18, but honestly my bpd has had the most negative impact on my life and been the most disruptive.
in terms of physical pain, it was probably that time I was given tapering doses of steroids when I left the hospital after a relapse. They gave me the worst pain all over my body, it was like having a Charlie horse in every single muscle. They gave me Vicodin to help but all it did was constipate me
This post was edited by Benedict Arnold at March 3, 2018 7:20 AM MST