I've deleted posts multiple times because of that. -__-
edit: and the reason for this edit is because it won't save the 2 underscores of the mouth above on the first submission.
This post was edited by Benedict Arnold at March 11, 2018 11:02 AM MDT
Seriously, I've calmed down to a simmer (the same things bothering me still a bit, just not so strongly). I just tapped on the site now for a short visit and now I'm going to go lie down and veg out. I'm hoping that is what I need -- to just slow down.