The early stages of drunk create the illusion that everyone, even the perfect stranger next to you, is your best friend. But when you wake up tomorrow, you won't remember a thing about it.
Well, I'll admit that I've never been drunk,but my parents were drunk almost everyday, and their memories were shocking. They always showed total amnesia about everything that was said or done while drunk - and it was a major problem for the whole family.
OH MY GOD. I am SO sorry. What you must have gone through and you are such a sweet and nice person. I guess sometimes being in a hell makes you stronger.
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