Oh yes very much so. Usually I am very low-key and contained but have been a few times I lost it. Once this man who was sort of a friend was kidding me and he just kept it up and kept it up and would not relent so I thought he was just baiting me and I felt so trapped and cornered I just started throwing punches at him trying to do what I could to hurt him. And of course he was stronger so he just held my arms and I could not cause any harm which made it even more frustrating. Finally he stopped and put his arms around me and I cried and cried. Another time was when I discovered my oldest stepdaughter had been seeing this other man I liked. I was married by then and this man was not even mine but married to someone else but I guess I wanted to think of him as mine. I was livid and went running out of there and walked downtown through the streets without a coat in the middle of winter for an hour trying to rein in my emotions.
