When I was 20, I fumbled and stumbled along with this girlfriend. We never kissed all summer long, I was unsure of her situation with another guy. Summer is always a good time to date when you are 20, so I hauled her around with caution keeping my eyes open should that old boyfriend suddenly appear. He didn't because he was hanging out somewhere in a bar. He was a mean drunk and willing to fight anyone for anything. He was also a drug salesman. So autumn came and I stopped seeing that girl, and truthfully never saw her again.