Ele, It was not the lack of Alcohol, it was her lack of Pooty. The harsh reality is that she switched sides when she married you if you wish to say it like that. In reality, you married a lesbian.
Awwwww! That's sweet, too. I too enjoy the feeling of my honey pulled close, feeling the warmth of his body as we stroll along. It's a very intimate feeling and brings me great comfort as I am cuddler by nature.