What's a good feeling that you haven't felt in a long time but would like to feel again?

Being married.  I don't often feel this but sometimes I do.  I've never said it out loud because I'm resisting marriage currently.  I just think that at my age, the cons outweight the pros.  But I know in my heart of hearts, a boyfriend will never be what a husband is.  Not to me.  And I will never feel like a wife.  On the other hand, there are many things with which I needn't concern myself as a girlfriend.     

That feeling of innocence I had as a kid where I could do anything and not ever imagine there might be consequences. Like running barefoot through the grass and not thinking about stepping on or in something. Or walking up to a kid I'd never met before and saying 'wanna play with me' and not think I might seem like a dork.

That a world filled with infinite possibilities was mine for the taking.