I wish I was dead. What say you?

"Is it possible that we've all been groped by Donald J. Trump, but just didn't feel it because his tiny baby hands?" –Stephen Colbert

Dearest Element.

I'm tired of worry.   I get like this.  I don't really want to die. I don't.  Just disgusted.

We all have days like that. II just learned not to worry. It makes me drink more.

Is that the devil waiting for me?

My stomach is still hurting and I have had enough stress.

I think it is much better there than here.  I don't have a stomach problem there.

Is it a good idea to cure a probably acute problem with a possibly permanent one, Grasshopper?

Ahhhh.... I'm going through the Garden of Gethsemanie again.

lol

Like tom jackson, I laughed out loud!
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Thanks!
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Fear of it is. 

Well Veenie, I wish for you whatever it is YOU wish for you.   

I know it is better to have you around from my perspective.   I am not trying to be a sad sack here, I liked observing how everyone took that sentence and reacted to it.  I am not going to kill myself or even wish for the END until its natural time, but I do wish people wouldn't fear death so much.  I know there is a good thing on the other end, but only when the real time is right and I am not planning any intrusion into that plan.  When I die?  I die.  Amen.  I don't want to have an illness. 

Thanks for listening dear Veenie.

Sharonna...death is something real...we are born with an expiry date...I'm not afraid of dying but I don't want to witness death of a close one...i would lose control....wonder why God makes us feel fearless for ourselves but fear for others;))

You were doing so well, and then you did what the rest of these people did. You think something is wrong with that.  Death is amazing.  It is an amazing door into forever and a day.  Hooray. Hooray. Hooray Hooray.

Why do people fear death so much?  We should fear THIS.   Not that.

I agree with you 10000 percent my love. Cheers to the great unknown. fo sho! :))

                                    

Oh thank you.  I thought you were going to try and make me well. 

You just wanted to make me well done.  I appreciate that.  I will reach my reward faster if I suffer more, according to the Evangelicals.

You're welcome.  I figured you didn't want all that goopy lovey dove stuff everyone else was dropping on you here and would rather have a practical response.

Especially since ALTHOUGH BIZARRE TO THE MAX, I would never say that seriously on here.  That would be awful.  But I meant it "philosophically" in the sense that I am pointing out how outraged people get when confronted with anyone who wants to die on purpose.  

I don't think that is a great idea, but I do not think we should fear death at all.  And sometimes I DO. 

I know intellectually and even in my gut most of the time that the other side really exists and the dead are aware.   But then I get those moments of doubt and fear and I want to SCREAM and then I take that deep breath and I'm in denial....I MEAN I AM BACK TO KNOWING GOD AND I ARE ONE.