I mean this is crazy non-acceptance of reality but you are not admitting it for some bizarrely factored reasoning! And, if I try to push it I'll be eating crap! We me? It must be b... moreI mean this is crazy non-acceptance of reality but you are not admitting it for some bizarrely factored reasoning! And, if I try to push it I'll be eating crap! We me? It must be brain loss by alcohol. My brother!