I think you would need your eyes tested you would need to purchase proper hearing aids and get assistance to get that bucket removed from your head...and stop wearing those horse blinkers your so fond of....:)
I also need to advise you that yore fear of extreamly cute desirable blondes is becoming completely out of control again..... Again I surrgest that you seek help for the funny farm doctors again.....we don't want your condition retuning to how it was not so long ago do we.... I hope you now have you constant dribbling and begging under control again...... Be strong and don't stop taking youre meds :(