Discussion»Questions»Death and Dying» When was the last time you contemplated living? You know, instead of contemplating suicide or something dysfunctional like that?
More and more I contemplate, yes, life! (I've given enough time to the damn anxiety! It's there but on I go and I manage better and better as I contemplate life!)
To be honest, I have never ever contemplated suicide... there were times when I didn't want to live, when it was too much effort just to get through the day but I never thought of suicide.
Sometimes my mind goes to dark places, but I talk myself back to normal by mentioning that my family and animals still depend on me and it would be devastating to them if I go through with something like that. So lots of contemplating of both of those and it kind of disturbs me..