I'm sure I will be still alive 5 minutes from now.. Looking at the past better events for me have always happened during even number years, nothing interesting happened in 2017 so maybe 2018 will be a better year. I am old and retired now so that changes my perspective were I a younger person. I might start trying my luck buying lottery tickets again.
I am a bit now orientated... I rarely think about the future...in fact I am known for rarely planning anything, other than in the vaguest way... I am on a path right now that may lead to a future that's very different from the one I would have if I were not on this path... I welcome that. I am enjoying, (if that's the word!!) the journey.
I try to stay in the moment -- with my personality or whatever, I fall into fear too much when thinking of the unknown aspect of the future. Those "What if . . ." 's.
Zack! I wish you a better future than the one you may be holding in your mind at the moment. If that makes sense. I care ,though. Hang in there, my friend. :)
Lol BIG RAAAR! I logged on here mostly tonight to delete my questions before kick it :) I got through 50 before you distarcted me :) so many ponies !!!;)