When I was little, twelve years old maybe, I use to go to the bus terminal and pick a bus. It didn't matter which, as long as I had never been there before. I would plan everything... moreWhen I was little, twelve years old maybe, I use to go to the bus terminal and pick a bus. It didn't matter which, as long as I had never been there before. I would plan everything just so that I still had time to take a bus back. I liked to walk around New places, that was all. Sometimes I didnt make it and had to call my mother.Hardest. . . phone . . .call. . . ever.You?
Doing so would either confirm my worst fears or make me feel better. If the former I could prepare for the inevitable. If the latter it would relieve me of a huge burden of worry t... moreDoing so would either confirm my worst fears or make me feel better. If the former I could prepare for the inevitable. If the latter it would relieve me of a huge burden of worry that weighs me down. When circumstances change sometimes you change. Anyone got a dependable crystal ball I can look into?
As I said elsewhere on here.. I spent the whole day taking down the christmas decs.. it shouldn't have taken me so long but that's another story.. So taking decs down also inc... moreAs I said elsewhere on here.. I spent the whole day taking down the christmas decs.. it shouldn't have taken me so long but that's another story.. So taking decs down also includes putting things back to how they were, which means re-hanging the net curtains in my front window... And as I cleaned everything .. and hung them back up, I noticed.. the large net that forms the main part of the bay window, (my house is Victorian) has loads of holes in it... erm loads... Now I sorta knew this... as they are so old they have kinda just rotted away - nothing lasts forever .. but I must have turned a blind eye to it all.. But now.. with the windows all newly washed and cleaned again.. I kinda feel bad hanging holey net curtains up... and I wondered.. perhaps it's better to have NO nets for a while rather than holey ones! Not that I care what people think.. but for some reason, all of a sudden, I am uncomfortable with these holey net curtains hanging at the front of my house! But at the same ti... less